First Month

It's now October and I've gone through my first month of work. I truly want to thank God for sustaining me through this first month. I have to admit that it's been trying and the first two weeks of work was the most difficult. At that time, I found myself questioning my motivation for work and my decision in working at Rainbow Centre. But I'm glad I went through that phase with the help of my family and friends and Ben and God.

I can't say that I'm very settled at work. I still struggle everyday, wondering if I'm doing the right thing with my children in teaching and in disciplining them. But I still have to give glory to God cause I'm beginning to enjoy work and have fun and not dread to work. I still have to give glory to God cause He's blessed me and He's given me the strength and the power to hang on. I still have to give glory to God cause He gave me situations that have taught me and molded me.

More and more paperwork and extra stuff that comes along teaching, is coming my way this month. I need to assess my children and for one of them, I need to prepare goals and conferences with therapists and parents. This is the part that I'm most worried about. I'm afraid that I won't be a good enough teacher to children, based on the therapists and parents' opinions. Though I'm worried, I'll take things one step at a time and I will need to continue to seek God and His directions for me in my workplace.

p.s. I know I haven't really updated about my trip to Chiang Mai. I'll try my best to...