today started off a good day. a really great day.
till.....
we had enough people to play captain's ball in church. so we went to play. i purposely put the valuables inside the table tennis box and cover them with a bag that is used to keep ping pong balls. the box was on the table at the lobby. and we were playing at the carpark. so we were all having fun. then jed fell quite seriously. so i brought him to clean his wounds. along the way, i went to grab my phone. BUT... it wasn't in the box. wanting to take care of jed first, i told lance to call my phone. and it was OFF. which means someone stole it. i didn't panick. settled jed's situation first and made sure jessica and what she needed to clean his wounds. then i settled down to think about my phone. it was STOLEN. in church. someone saw a suspicious man walking around in church. (some details are left out to ensure i'm not being bias.) so we think it was that guy. by the time we were looking for that guy, he was gone. obviously. after stealing an O2 mini which cost $1000 plus first hand. and you can even sell it at $200. who would want to hang around and wait to be caught.

my line's suspended already. SO, i'm officially uncontactable. call my home number if you want to look for me.

i'm upset. not because of that guy who stole it. it was partly my fault for being careless. whoever you are, i forgive you. if that $200 can help you, i hope you use that money wisely. i'm not being sacarstic here. back to why i'm upset. i'm upset because i have a lot of memories in there. memories of my kids. i have pictures of my kids, pictures that i can never take again. not exactly the same. and i only have 4 more days with my kiddos. sigh. i have 100 over songs in my phone. well, i still have the songs in my com. so not so bad. sigh. i can't get my memories back anymore.

so here's my mood of today.
EXCITED --> HAPPY --> STILL HAPPY --> HAVING FUN --> UPSET --> STILL UPSET.

i don't even know what i'm typing anymore. aaahhhh!

time now is 11.25pm.